I have been absent without leave, without reason, without excuse. I am struggling with my life right now. I have been off work on sick leave for almost a year now. And while I can completely accept my inability to work right now, it's hard to accept the accompanying feelings and questions.
I may not have been writing in my blogs but I have been writing. More than ever. Asking questions that I have been too afraid to ask and even finding answers for some of them. My life is changing. Decisions are going to have to be made. Is this something I am going to share with the world through my blog? Honestly I don't know yet.
Am I going to continue writing my blogs? Yes, yes I am. I didn't have an answer to that question until this very minute.
How is my blog (or blogs) going to change? I don't have an answer for that one yet except to say that a change will be inevitable. My life is changing and I've never been a "pretty" blogger. I wish I was. I want to be. I want to take pretty set piece pictures and serve them to you wrapped up in a bow. I love blogs like that. I read blogs like that but I can't be a blog like that.
I hope you will continue to follow me and I will continue to share my life. Maybe just the little things right now because bigger things require more time and thought.
Julie, Finn and Lucy